Narazila jsem na vlákno, kde probírají, co znamenalo Ennisovo Jack, I swear, a tuhle reakci bych sem ráda zkopírovala:

... "No, Ennis always knew he loved Jack but could never define it AS love. Once he found the shirts he then understood all this time what he had never faced with his heart.
When I read the short story years ago upon reading "JACK,I SWEAR" I knew it meant that this was Ennis's proclamation that he regretted the way he was with Jack and if he had the chance to be with him again KNOWING how much he has always loved him he would find the courage to be with him no matter what since their time together was so short.
There have been several offerings of what JACK,I SWEAR means but I always thought the above when I read the story then once I heard Heath say it in that tone of deep sorrow and regret I was certain.
ENNIS always loving JACK was a given but ENNIS didnt realize what he had until it was too late and given the chance he would move Heaven and Earth to have that back again..."